Wtf is this.

Hello. I'm here to rant. Yes.

Basically, I passed by a lot of pretty people recently, and had been wondering "Why am I not anything like them? Why is life so freaking unfair? Why are they are born with pretty features and nice figures? "

There's so many girls out there with curves, high nose bridge, big eyes, parallel eyelids, it's so hard not to feel inferior.
Of course, I'm happy with how I look. But with so many 'competitions' out there, no one, no one at all, can not feel inferior, or want something more.

I'll tell you what I'm unhappy with.

I don't like my eyes. I have tapered and swollen eyelids. Most of the time, double eyelid tape wouldn't help.

I don't like my nose. I have a flat nose. And contouring only helps if you see my nose from the front.

I don't like my lips. It's so dry and chapped. And when I laugh, I look horrendous. Sometimes, people ask me to use my hands to cover my mouth when I'm laughing because...I'm just hideous that way. Yknow how it feels like when you have to HIDE your laughter/smile ?

I don't like my face shape. I need my hair to cover up the back.

I don't like my freckles. I hate how people always come up to me and say " OMG your face is dirt- oh ... sorry."

I don't like my figure. This is way too obvious, I doubt I even need to explain.

Why is it that people are born with PARALLEL eyelids and big eyes and I have to live with horrible tapered eyelids ?

Why is it that people are born with a sharp nose and they don't even need contouring to give people that ILLUSION of higher nose bridge?

Why is it that people are born with smooth lips and they can smile like there's no tomorrow and I have to freaking hide my smile?

Why is it that people are born with sharp V-shape face and I have to use my hair to cover, and try my best to keep my double chin away?

Why is it that people are born with flawless face?

Why is it that people are born with a perfect figure?

I know how we'll never be satisfied with what we have.
Just like how monolids don't mind tapered eyelids , and how flat-chests don't mind A cups.

But how is it possible to be HAPPY with what you have when everybody who are WAY better are complaining about how they look?

I'm just so tired with all these shit.

I hate how guys like to tell me " You're so cute ! Don't be affected" and then they turn around and flirt hot , tall girls with fcking hot figures.
I hate how girls tell me " You're so pretty, I hope to be like you. " and then they turn around and hot girls they are WAY prettier.

Oh and this.

The reason why I put makeup, is because I WANT TO LOOK BETTER.
People tell me " You look good without makeup too."
But you forgot to add something behind it. " But you look better WITH makeup."
The society, is just soooooo realistic and judgemental.
You can tell people how pretty they are with tapered eyelids and small swollen eyes but deep down, you will still prefer parallel eyelids and big round eyes. Yknow what I mean.

Everybody has a definition of beauty in them. But it's just 'coincidental' that most of them defines beauty the same way as others.

I know I know, this is getting pointless but I just need somewhere to rant.
Bye.

It's funny that we complain how sucky society is when we are the ones who made it up.